SUFFER IN SILENCE

Last Day I feel I’m sane.
Last Day I feel whole.
I feel like I’m going crazy
Like the universe is being cruel.
Can I have a normal life?
Will I always be alone?

Will I have to suffer in silence?
I don’t want to cause any harm?
I don’t want to be a burden.
I don’t want to add another problem.
Maybe I will have to suffer in silence.
Maybe I can’t tell you.
It just would complicate it.
I don’t want to lose what we have already.
I don’t want it to be awkward.
Maybe I will suffer in silence.
Until I could find a better way to tell you.
Or until I feel sane again.
Suffer in Silence.
I’ll suffer in silence.

Every day, I wish I knew a way.
Every day, I wish I would wake up sane.
And it’s not the way I pictured it.
Nothing to worry about in the morning.
Maybe I will be alone forever.
Maybe I will have to suffer in silence.
Maybe that’s my price.
Every day, I wish I knew a way to win your heart
Until then, I’ll suffer in silence.
Every day, I wish I knew a way without it becoming complicated.

You would understand if you knew I liked you
You would understand why I suffer in silence.
Maybe you would say I’m a fool and I should have told you.
Every day, I wish I had a way to tell you how I feel
Without it becoming so complicated.
Wishing it wouldn’t feel like it would be awkward.
I need you as a friend forever.
No matter what even if I have to suffer in silence
And not tell you the way I feel about you.
Until then I will suffer in silence.