SUFFER IN SILENCE

Last Day I feel I’m sane.
Last Day I feel whole.
I feel like I’m going crazy
Like the universe is being cruel.
Can I have a normal life?
Will I always be alone?

Will I have to suffer in silence?
I don’t want to cause any harm?
I don’t want to be a burden.
I don’t want to add another problem.
Maybe I will have to suffer in silence.
Maybe I can’t tell you.
It just would complicate it.
I don’t want to lose what we have already.
I don’t want it to be awkward.
Maybe I will suffer in silence.
Until I could find a better way to tell you.
Or until I feel sane again.
Suffer in Silence.
I’ll suffer in silence.

Every day, I wish I knew a way.
Every day, I wish I would wake up sane.
And it’s not the way I pictured it.
Nothing to worry about in the morning.
Maybe I will be alone forever.
Maybe I will have to suffer in silence.
Maybe that’s my price.
Every day, I wish I knew a way to win your heart
Until then, I’ll suffer in silence.
Every day, I wish I knew a way without it becoming complicated.

You would understand if you knew I liked you
You would understand why I suffer in silence.
Maybe you would say I’m a fool and I should have told you.
Every day, I wish I had a way to tell you how I feel
Without it becoming so complicated.
Wishing it wouldn’t feel like it would be awkward.
I need you as a friend forever.
No matter what even if I have to suffer in silence
And not tell you the way I feel about you.
Until then I will suffer in silence.

PERFECT (draft 1)

You don’t need to change anything.
Even your imperfections.
Cheer up and smile.
You are what you are.
You’re perfect just the way you are.
You’re perfect to me…

You don’t need to be unhappy.
Just go with the flow.
Everything will work out.
You are perfect.
Despite what you hate about your life
You are perfect to me
You’re perfect to me…

Falling down in the world
I’ll pull you up.
I’ll keep you going if you need a shoulder to stand on
Don’t let the world tear you apart…
I’ll help you if you want
You’re not alone
I have been to some dark places in my soul
You don’t need to fear
You don’t need to change anything
Our imperfections make us interesting
We can strive to learn and fight against the abyss
Because you’re perfect.
Perfect just the way you are…….
You’re perfect
You are perfect to me.
You don’t need to feel down.
If there was a way to make you smile when you’re down,
I would find a way or
Even be a shoulder to lean on.
You’re perfect
You’re perfect to me
Perfect despite what you feel are your flaws.
You’re perfect to me.
Perfect to me….

You don’t need to be alone.
You don’t need to have anything tear you down.
You can be stronger.
I know you can be.
It may seem daunting
Think of the people you have yet to meet.
Think of the people who will change you.
I know you’re perfect to me
You’re perfect just the way you are…
Don’t leave just yet.
Just stay and we can get to know each other better
Don’t be afraid.
Just be strong.
I don't want this world without you in it.
Just take it a day at a time.
Just like we all do.
You're perfect to me
You don't need to change a thing
You're perfect to me
Don't leave now.
You're perfect to me

The Impossibility List

I have come up with an idea for a story. What if one had an impossibility list where the more impossible things start coming true.

I have my secret list of possible and impossible things for Christmas. None of them came true as of yet.

The list includes a great kiss froma beautiful woman and the impossible one of getting a device that allows me to travel the multiverse (journies to multiple universes).